You had the whole room inside a fortnight and none of it had to be earned.
Do not be ashamed of that. It is a real talent and most of the people in here do not have it.

Only look at what it is standing in front of.
Two weeks in and you are already the one who introduces the new members to everybody.
That job has no beginning, no end, and no failing at it.
You did not fall into it. You went and got it, on the second day, deliberately.
Ask what it saves you from and answer in one word.

The Book of the Bard — Arrival 51:3