Which of the things you did today needed you to want them first?
The stairs at the station. The email at four.
The washing, hung up damp at ten because it would smell otherwise.

You can answer that, and the answer is the difficulty:
you have already spent an entire day acting without appetite.
Training is not the exception to your character.
It is only the one thing you have given a vote to.

The Book of Discipline 19:8