You have been waiting to be told you belong here.
Nobody is going to tell you. There is no desk for it.

So take the evidence you already hold:
you gave the shoes back in December and got your own, in a size that fits.
You have not walked a lap past the squat rack since the spring.
You put a barbell away last week without checking whether it was yours to move.

None of that was awarded. All of it was simply true by the time you looked.

The Book of the Wanderer — Return 30:3